Tuesday, July 1, 2014

L'etoile de la ceil (The Ceiling Stars)

Guys its official. I'm a missionary. Come give me a handshake. Coming into the MTC was uneventful thank goodness, not including a rather treacherous sprint in a skirt in the O'hare airport that should have really been recognized for "most graceful run for your life while your plane has just landed and your connecting plane has two minutes left of boarding." On the plane I sat next to a guy from Ottawa which is in my mission! He filled me in on everything I needed to know about the area. AKA Hockey. Oh he also told me the fifty dollar bills in Canada actually smell like maple syrup. Which makes me really excited because that means that not only is Canadian money really bright like monopoly money but its like a scratch and sniff! CANADA IS AN AMUSEMENT PARK! At least in advertising ;D

Thank you all those family and friends who came to see me off, I love you guys! After I was dropped off at the curb and I had gotten my name tag, a Sister Smith (who is from, you guessed it, an hour outside Montreal) helped me take my gear up to my room. I was of course the first one into the apartment and as well as first into the classroom. Oh the classroom... I walked in and my teacher was speaking French...someone once decribed the first day, maybe even the first week, as trying to drink out of a firehose. You try to get as much water as you can into your mouth, but only end up hurting your face really badly. This is very very accurate, the teachers here are supposed to be speaking French 24/7 which is good because I am picking up the language quite well, or more likely remembering it well. It is only the sixth day and I have already taught three lessons in French, can say a prayer in French and have learned many useful phrases such as "Je peux pas meme" (I just can't even) "Je conduis la bus de la lutte" (I drive the struggle bus) and a particularly interesting Quebecois phrase "Bien oui en dont" pronounced as "ben way un dawn" which means You have got to be kidding me. THAT'S CRAZY! And yet at the same time I feel like I have been prepared for this moment my entire life.

I am in a Trio with Sister Hill and Sister Jeter. Sister Hill is from Las Vegas and has the most beautiful long hair you can think of, and she is so talented she can do fancy braids with it, without a mirror. Elle est un boss. Sister Jeter is from Texas although she doesn't sound like it, she also has this insane ability to just throw anything at the garbage can and it will go in. Which is ironic because her last name in French means "to throw away in the trash." Elle est un boss aussi. Our first night we were all so tired and our brains were in a condition that we have become to understand as "French Fried." We all got ready for bed, read our scriptures, wrote in our journals and then turned off the lights. It was only then that we saw the most beautiful thing we have seen yet. Some Sisters before us had put dozens and dozens of glow in the dark stars on the ceiling of our room. This is a little known fact but at the MTC you don't get to see the night sky. The buildings are too close together with covered walkways that blot out the sky, missionaries are also not allowed to be outside before it gets really dark. But every night since the first all three of us walk into the room do our nightly routine, and then turn off the lights and sigh. Sleeping under the stars has become a way to de-stress, a way to unwind, and a way to recognize just how close we are to God. He has left little miracles like this that have kept me up and running. Miracles such as seeing a friend everyday, we don't talk much but just being able to see them calms me down so that I can focus during the eleven hours of studying and classes I have daily.

Currently it feels like I am too busy to even worry about being homesick. I miss you guys don't worry. But as my cousin put it "I hope I miss you." There are moments when it hits me, moments of "Oh my goodness I am a missionary" or "Oh my goodness I only get to wear pants one day a week" or even "Oh my goodness I can't high five guys for an entire 18 months." Strangely enough those moments are when I feel most homesick. This is only remedied by receiving letters and even just sleeping under the stars. I love it here and I can't wait until I am out in the field. But for now I'm content with sleeping under the stars for five more weeks.

Sincerely,

Sister Cummings

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