This whole week I have been working with a new companion,
Elder Gray, another Hmong elder! Our
companionship transferred a week early so that Elder Perkins could be spending
more time at the mission office over the next couple transfers. Elder Gray and I have been tearing it
up! It is a blast to be back with
someone who speaks my native Hmong! I
had no idea how much I missed speaking it until we were driving up from Fresno
late Halloween night after a meeting for all zone leaders and sister training
leaders at the mission home. In this
mission we don't proselyte Halloween night, so President Clark took advantage
of the opportunity to give some instruction before November really set in.
Something that has been on my mind over the last few weeks
is perfectly embodied in this video:
https://www.lds.org/media-library/video/2016-03-0024-focus-on-the-one?lang=eng
One thing President Clark stresses with mission leaders is
the importance of ministering to our stewardships, the companionships we
lead. I have had several amazing
experiences this last week doing just that.
I have been throwing
the thought around for a while now that the Spirit will lead you to the extent
that you let him. I have found that to be so true. We were doing our gospel
studies with another companionship earlier this week (this ties in to both
things, I promise). As we were going
through listening to each other as we each shared what we learned from our
personal scripture study, one elder was sharing how he had read D&C 10:4
while studying the topic of diligence, which says:
"Do not run
faster or labor more than you have strength and means provided to enable you to
translate; but be diligent unto the end."
In the very moment he read the verse I felt compelled by the
Spirit to ask "how has your experience with depression informed your
interpretation of that verse?" At
the time of asking this question I did not know that he struggled with
depression. The thought came to my mind,
and because I trusted that the Spirit would lead me to minister to this elder I
expressed it.
Instant tears came to this elder's eyes, and for the first
time in the year and a half he has served as a missionary he talked openly
about his ongoing battle with depression.
We then worked together to ensure the needed support was put in place
for him to work towards a healthier solution than bottling it all in.
In the ongoing conversation we have been having since then I
have come to a new appreciation of Isaiah 55:8-9, which reads:
"For my thoughts
are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts."
God thinks much more of us than we think of ourselves. He recognizes with eternal gratitude all of
the small things that we do for him. He
rejoices with us when we do what is right.
He is absolutely joyful when we persevere through opposition. He cares for us as individuals and works
towards our individual salvation and exaltation. All life experiences and all church
assignments are given to us to prepare us for that end, "[our] dross to
consume, and [our] gold to refine" (How Firm a Foundation, hymn #81).
In speaking about his modern-day calling as a member of the
Quorum of the Twelve Apostles, Elder David A. Bednar says, "It's not a
large corporation. And the apostles are
not the board of directors. This is an
individual work. The Saviour knows
people by name. He knows their
circumstances. And He directs us in our
work to bless the lives of individuals, not run a gigantic organization."
That is true for all aspects of church service. It is about individuals, and as we reach out
to individuals we do the Savior's work.
You all have a blessed week!
Share the love of Christ with those around you!
With love,
Elder Jared Cummings
and another quote to think on, from Elder Neil L. Anderson:
"Please don’t see your efforts to share the love of the Savior with
another as a pass/fail test with your grade determined by how positively your
friends respond to your feelings or invitation to meet the missionaries. With
our mortal eyes, we cannot judge the effect of our efforts, nor can we
establish the timetable. When you share the love of the Savior with another,
your grade is always an A+."
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