Tuesday, September 11, 2018

Im going to embroider that on a pillow

(Sister Slade)

Hello friends and family!

This is it. I leave tomorrow morning for Arkansas! The next time I email, I will have met my mission president, as well as my trainer and will have been in my new area for a couple of days. Sister Allison and I are so excited to get up at 3 in the morning to catch our flight.

This week we went to a workshop/class where we watched a video by Elder Bednar. In it he said, "It is not enough to be on a mission. You have to be and become a missionary."  This hit me kind of hard, because for the longest time, I've been looking forward to going on a mission, but I've never really thought about being a missionary. At the MTC, the theme is "Become as He is." Who else do we have as an example for the perfect missionary?

In class we talked about faith, and how it was the antithesis of fear. Our teacher Sister Severe then invited us to take one of our fears and give it to the Lord in faith because fear and faith can not exist at the same time. I'd invite each of you to do the same thing. Take the thing that you're most worried about and offer it to the lord. Do as the Anti-Nephi-Lehi's did when they buried their weapons of war. Put trust in the lord that he can and will orchestrate things for your good.

One of the TRC lessons that we taught was with a girl named Vanessa. In our last lesson with her, I don't remember a word I said. Towards the end of the lesson, Vanessa said that she wanted to feel the way she did during that lesson all the time. She told us that every time she was with us she felt happy and at peace. Just like we were 94.7% sure Ethan was a member, we're 94.7% sure that Vanessa is a nonmember. We left the lesson floating with joy. That's really the only way to describe it. As we were walking away, I had the thought that if I never saw any more success in my mission, if no one else came closer to Christ through my efforts, then it would all be worth it, because Vanessa did. The thought came completely out of nowhere, but I knew it was true. I haven't even left the MTC yet, and already, the next 18 months are a success because of the one.

Last night, we had to say goodbye to our district, because some of them were leaving this morning. It's absolutely crazy how much I grew to love them in the three weeks that I've been here. I absolutely think that I have 9 eternal friends. I hated that to say goodbye, we just shook hands. I wanted so much to hug them goodbye, and all of you know how much I like hugs. As they were walking away, Elder Felt called, "God be with you 'till we meet again." I started to cry because it's very likely that the next time I will see them all again is when we're at "Jesus' feet." It was a very sad moment.

The subject line is a quote from Sister Severe. Any time anyone says something memorable or especially profound, she says, "Someday, I am going to embroider that on a pillow."

That's all I have for this week.
God is Good!
        ~Sister Slade


Pictures!
1. Sister Allison and I at the temple last week.



2. Us sisters in our mission t-shirts before exercise time.
3. Sister Law, Sister Ho Ching, Sister Allison and I. They were our roommates for the last 3 weeks.
4. My favorite tapestry in the MTC. It's moses leading Israel through the Red Sea.
5. Elder Felt made me an origami dragon. 
6. Sister Allison drew us







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